So many mixed fked up feelings, all over again.
Today is fked up, went to school, first thing i late again
Went back to class and got sent to principal again, next suspended.
Spend whole day in rtc, couselling, talk to ms seow.
After everything then still need to go for chinese tutorial. zzz. Went back home,
Bathed then wanted to study, Tian en kor ask me go out find him.
Then i say lazy, but that 3 biantai guys come to my door step fetch me force me come out..
Bobian, just changed walked to near cc there, john was at cc with his friends. So go cc say hi,
also wanted to buy drink from 7-11. Then just go lor, haiya. then go ler then,
Slack awhile more then find Gab. Then slack, then he send me home.
Then so i am posting. I really need to blog, because this post is specially for 2 ppl.
Hais, idk what to do, really idk........
i have to faster choose one before i lose both,
you both are great guys with totally different personalities.

G, i know you treat me damn good always trying your best to meet me,
everything you say and do is so sweet, i know you love me alot.
i really don't want to hurt you, But i really having alotalot of mixed feelings.
Like how i didn't really care or feel anything when you were pissed just now or sian.
i mean, i care but its cause i don't want to see you like that.
But also, i didn't understand why i felt different sometimes yet again.
Maybe its just cause you're so sweet, but i really don't know what i should do.
You're a good guy i know, i know you damn tx one. all these i know, but now.
I know you know what i'm talking about, i really don't want to hurt you.
Or see you sad or anything, you're still th nicest to me. And i'll still keep my promise.
But I really don't know what the fuck to do.
Hais...................

J, i know though we stead very short and i keep doubting everything you do.
Don't believe this, don't believe that, then attitude you. Then sad, then everything repeatrepeat.
Now i know, until now from th start you never lied to me, everytime i dont believe you,'
you say : wtv ue wan ok, no matter hw much i explain, ue wont believe mie either.
I think you also pekchek keep explaining things to me,
Everytime i just be so selfish only think that you don't care abt me,
When i nvr ever tried to think in yr shoes.
Now i think through i realised it is always you give in to me always
how much you don't want me sad so you let me win.
and i've realised how selfish i've been.
Today i thought you won't even bother to come in 7-11 say hi to me.
And when i saw you it just made me realised how badly i actually missed you.
I think i've always been there half there with you even when i'm not physically with you.
My mind is always thinking, you. Idk why, but it bothers me sometimes.
Do you really care, but now i really don't know what the fuck to do...
Sighs,
I wish i had th best of both worlds, but that is impossible.
I guess i'll have to make a choice, again.
zzz....

Labels: in nothing but your t-shirt on.

& Written at
12:11:00 AM

一切是空白
我找不到原因,
我祝愿我知道什么做.
别说你会难过, 这一切变得好熟悉
怎么办心乐怎么办.

& Written at
6:01:00 PM

Me love Nat ! ♥

Hellohellohello, my saturday was spent with nat (:
Met her at bugis at 1 plus, cause i need to collect my contacts ;x
Then walked around awhile, boring like fk. Then yw, gab, yc also at bugis.
Saw them at mrt, then me and nat go ehub. Wanted to watch show, but we no ic o-o
Cause th only show that was not nc16 was harry potter -.-
So whatever, Ate superdoggy, zilian, neoprints, roof, hearttalkssss (:
Then around 8 met mummy at kembangan then go aunties hse .
Lol, until around 10 (?)
Then that idiot come find me (: lololol. i wanted to pee, and i couldn't.
Cause that stupid dog of mine was with me, cannot go inside mrt. -'- can.
I tahan lor, hahah. then talk cock, do nothing until 12 plus.
That fat arse walked me home, then reached home ard 1 .
Kumpua tired cans >< Lol , picture time !










The end (:
Promise a picture spam tmr :D
bye bytches!

Labels: sad look That you wear so well, With the sad

& Written at
10:38:00 PM

gingerbread woman & man so cute right !

Hello all, this is gna be quite a picture-y post cause obviously got alot pics lor ;x
Had home econs today and just 3 hrs in th lab, pretty fun (:
We secretly took use photobooth in th imac comps, haha. funny lor.
Here are all th pics regardless of whether glam or unglam TT.
Lols, some is cause we were suppose to do some thing then we acting ghost. (:

























Okay whatever stop laughing at my retarded face ;x
Then aft school went to bubbletea shop with laurencia & nat awhiles.
Go home, then watch BOF awhile, cried like dno what agains . hahaha, whoops .
Then go cousin's hse, before that went to bring bonbon go bathe, cute nails & clean ears !
Bought him a new shirt, shall post pics of it next time round (:
Then came back 11 plus then audi with gab (: cin mummy (: & ash daddy -.-
Yeah, then here i am blogging cause someone angry at me D:
and tell me some other reason, thinks i don't know )':
Me still heart you alotalotalot . Read this ler ma, sorry okay ? );
Okay, shall go, byebye .

Labels: Because I know that's weakness in your eyes.

& Written at
1:40:00 AM

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Hey, finally found smth to blog about.
my one and only lover...........
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Bonbon ;x
He damn shuai cans (: wear clothes , hehe.

Labels: I started believing that i could be wrong.

& Written at
5:35:00 PM

Move bytch get out th way, get out th way bytch get out th way .

Hello, i'd figured i'll blog but nothing to blog again >< Lol, i like these few days no go out. Just stay at home audi -.- Damn no life ): Mummy went go dlt audi -.- Just now mummy so pissed, now she feel very guilty and act so nice to me. But me is notnot giving in ;x Hahahah, redownloading audi, kumpua long cansssss . from 9 plus until now dwnld only like 20% Wtfff . Who call my desktop processor so noob D: Yup, then now is like msn only o-o nth to do . Heng i got smelly and horny ppl to entertain me (: Yay :D oh wells. this is stupid, i got nth to blog at all.. Hmm...........



Though this picture is nicenice, me no like ):
Don't think it looks much like me though someone said does.
& fatnat said i look skinny which totally unlike me.
I'm getting fatter by th minute or second )':
Oh weeeellls, and my hair sucks also.
Should i get my lip piercing? Nat and maryanne say i totally should lahs.
cause like they say i have that lip piercing look -.- And say i'll look nice.
Wtf right, i didn't know got such thing piercing looks ><
Me scared pain ;x hahaahahah, noob right.
Whatever, byebye all you losers.

Labels: get out th way bytch get out th way., Move bytch get out th way

& Written at
10:32:00 PM

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Hey, I still will update though i have nothing to update about.
Hmm, like what i should write?
today went : school>t1>frolick & subway>home>stomachache>audi>here.
So boring ): somebody pangseh me here to blog.
Tsk. goodnight ppl .

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xinle hopes this is long enough for gabby (:
♥goodnightall.

Labels: The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.

& Written at
12:43:00 AM

Hello (: today nth much, with isabella > do meet > her hse > movie > home .
Boring right, haha . tmr meeting nat for movie :D
Super long nvr watch movie ler, i think like almost 2 weeks? haha.
Yup, so yeahyeah. OH YA, i super want to learn how to play musician by dgrayman on piano !
Damn nice ! i don't care how hard, i die die also must learn mans !
haha, starting tmr (: woohoo, Came back and audied.

Was sibei pekchek . me and mummy and everyone in fam .
Wtf la, our stats last time i saw was 191 win 138 lose.
suddenly become 191 win 187 lose ?
!@#&*(&^%#$@!#@~
zzzzzz, got fking noob fam want our fam points la.
dulan, faster kick all new members.
Super angry cans ! zzzz .
Then sua, slowly fb earn back bahs. so fbed.
only ss below (:
Didn't play let th pros play. Wtf la, meido and furo were like ash and ron .
And i didn't know until like how long lor -.-



Still lost, hahaha . but who cares . Fun (:
So happy to see Xyphorians more active now ^^
hehehe, ;x Then played until 1 plus and didn't know.
then i finally dc-ed and i lazy to go back .
hahaha, whatever . need to wake up early tmr, if not that crazy bytch is going to kill me.
And someone wants me to learn cooking , WTF.
Hahaha, okay lor. but if you eat ler lao sai not my taiji hor (:

Labels: Audi (;

& Written at
1:19:00 AM

Hi. Me is Star. Happy Reading :D